So...my fiance put in a 2 weeks notice for his job. Honestly we thought he'd get fired this week, since he hasn't been meeting their set quota, but that didn't happen so he just decided he's going to quit. He hates the job, I hate his hours and how much they keep us away, and he's constantly worried about not being good enough anyway. So the 10th is his last day. He has a phone interview tomorrow for a company he actually wants to work for (something to do with making casino games I think?), so really hoping that goes well. It was supposed to be today, but they rescheduled. Fingers crossed!! He's been applying to a bunch of places. So if this doesn't work out, hopefully something else does...fast. We're not hurting for money, however we both need an income.
Speaking of money, my damn apartment I moved from owes me -_- They sent me a move out statement that clarifies how much they owe me and why. And...they didn't send me the money with it??? I don't know how this works. I don't know if I need to go contact them or visit their office, or if they'll send it later, or what. They can't wire it to me, they don't have any kind of account information to do so. So....????????
Other things: one of my rabbits might be kitting soon. She started nesting this week. We haven't bred them, so either it's a false pregnancy, or she was bred before we bought her. We haven't quite owned them for a full month so it's possible (we don't know WHY the guy would have bred them knowing he was going to sell them, but....????). I don't know what one I hope it is. On one hand, we still have to finish the outside hutch-cover-thing (turns out we were doing it entirely wrong, so Kota's dad took it apart and now him and Kota are working on it the right way this time...). Also we don't have a grow out pen made yet. So, we're totally not ready for babies. On the other hand...baby rabbits, and it means the rabbits aren't just being an expense. So, we'll see. Usually they give birth 4-6 days from when they start nesting, so we'll see if any babies show up this weekend or early next week. If there's nothing by next Wednesday, she's probably just having a false pregnancy.
So hopefully that hutch thing gets finished this weekend, and I can make a grow out pen on my own this weekend. And a compost bin! That one won't even be hard, lol.
Also hoping that these changes will be good ones. Quite frankly I've been upset all week. Today was the first day all week I've been able to see Kota during my lunch break, and I got so excited just to be able to TALK to him when neither of us are trying to sleep that he swore I was drunk (sometimes I get excited-drunk and ridiculously hyper-chatty, lol). I've been feeling useless because I don't have work to do at my job (today I did, but I've already finished the task, so...yup...). I have no energy to do anything when I get home. I feel frustrated about everything. I feel like I'm just not here, you know? Kinda like I'm just a walking zombie or something. And I know no one notices, and no one would care. I feel like I really just need to have an outing with a friend. But I don't have any friends. The two people I still consider to be friends live way too far to just go and visit. I miss them. I just feel upset. I feel like life is meaningless and pointless. Oiye.
I feel like I should sell a bunch of my stuff off again. Get money.
But this weekend instead I'll be spending money. Car is due for its 50,000 mile checkup (especially since I missed the 30,000 mile one...). I got Harvey's papers so we're going to get him on heartworm preventative and anti flea/tick stuff so I don't have to worry about taking him for walks. Then gotta also go get him registered with the county and microchipped (and update Gunner's registration with our new address).
Also lately I really want to commission people for fursuits?? Dunno why. Just really want to. But I can't do that, lol, not unless I sold off a bunch of my pelts and such. And even though I keep thinking "why not just sell everything?" lately I know if I seriously tried to I'd regret it. There's only a few I would feel okay with letting go, and seeing how I can't even get any interest in the one I AM trying to sell I doubt it'd even go well, so there.
In other news, my dogs are cute and play together a lot. I'm glad we got Harvey. Gunner has been so happy having another dog to play with, and Harvey enjoys playing with him too. They're currently laying on the floor gently jaw-sparring as I type. So cute. I don't know how I'd be getting through this week without having them to laugh at and run around with.