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About Deviant Premium Member wolfforce or Morningdew24/Female/United States Group :icondream-makers: Dream-Makers
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Deviant for 9 Years
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Statistics 882 Deviations 27,176 Comments 50,201 Pageviews

Newest Deviations

To-Do List (in order of priority)

*Dreamcatcher Trade
*New DA ID
*"Rescue/Adopt/Foster" Bandannas
*Big Doll->Faux Fursuit Partial
*Warriors Fan-Fic Comic
*100 Themes Challenge:…

Owed List

Things I Owe Others:
Facebook Person-Dreamcatcher Trade (web made, need to paint beads and ring, add jaguar outline, feather charm, feathers, hummingbird, and loop for hanging)

TO PEOPLE WAITING ON ME: Sorry, things have been extremely busy and stressful. I'm spending a lot of my spare time sleeping and cleaning ;__; I'm so sorry. If how long I am taking is annoying you, please contact me and get on my case about it. I completely understand. I'm trying, but life has been shoving my face in the dirt lately.

Things Others Owe Me:
:iconsharpe19: -Morningdew & Awd Badges (finished, needs to upload/send)
:iconadarkernemisis: -Pelt (paid, sending when able to)
:iconskinnedwulf: -Coyote Mount (started? noted as 25% done)
:iconzhon: -Gray Fox Mount (12/1: form worked with, waiting for eyes to come in the mail)
:iconcreatureundertaker: -Marble Fox Mount (11/23: drying, face needs tweaking)
:iconfrontierfurs: -Skunk Mount (12/15: skunk mounted, drying, needs paint, pics sent)
FurBuy Person-Black Handpaws (12/12: paws sent)
FurBuy Person-Awd Fursuit Head (12/4: base almost finished and ready for furring, camera broke unable to send pictures)
Facebook Person-Head & Tail for Fundraisers (12/5: base worked with more, base almost complete, more progress pics sent)

Would you live away from your signifigant other for 1-2 years for a job that would help you get your dream career? 

8 deviants said If I could still visit my partner every once in a while, then yes.
3 deviants said I really, REALLY don't know.
2 deviants said I don't know/I don't have a partner nor forsee having one so I can't imagine how I would react in this scenario
2 deviants said I would go for it.
2 deviants said I know I wouldn't do it.
1 deviant said If it was a really good job/paid well, then yes.
1 deviant said I probably wouldn't go for it unless I felt it was the only way to get into my desired career.
No deviants said I probably wouldn't go for it at all.


People I Know IRL

:heart::iconblackfirehawk: (Kadota or Kota):heart:
:iconlast-chance-child: (The Holy Pulp or Clone)
:iconneelloc91: (Dr. Neelloc or Midget)
:iconboymeetsfish: (ex-roommate)
:iconkakashi663: (Tad)
:iconmiakalin: (Miaka)
:iconbrink-of-death: (Steph)
:iconvampiresdisaster: (Jenna)
:iconmidnight172: (Luna)
:iconthisnuisance: (Nui)
:iconzifog: (GB)
:icongreendayperson: (Brittany)

Who Made My Bits:

The New Dew by wolfforce58

Morningdew Fursuit (head, clawed paws, indoor and outdoor feet, body, straight tail): Sharpe19

Curled Tail: (I don't know...bought it at BLFC 2014 >.< )

Short-Haired Armsleeves: Megan Rathbun (… )

Poi Fursuit Gloves: TentacleLoveGoddess

Claw-less Higher Wrist Fursuit Gloves:…

Glowing Camo Collar:…

Bone Prop: (I don't remember...someone on Facebook...^^;)

Skunk Fursuit Head: Sarah-cat

Black Canine Fursuit Head (E'ah):…

Black Feetpaws: (Dunno, auction seller on FurBuy never told me when I asked -_-' )

Life Goals

*Pet A Wolf...or at least see one in person...
*Get A Pomeranian/Pom-Mix
*Go to Further Confusion
*Have A Full Fursuit of Morningdew
*Have A Quadruped Fursuit w/ Arm Stilts
*Get A Career in Animal Control
*Have A House
*Get Married (Wedding Funds Saved: $1,671/$5,000)
*Have Property
*Grow/Raise Most of My Own Food
*ONLY Buy Local Food or Self-Grown Food

7 Days Until the Speakers at Work Play Good Music

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 18, 2014, 7:18 PM

Life Updates:
Can't believe Christmas is a week away already...I want this year to be over, but holy cow. I still need to send out Christmas cards -_- And wrap gifts. Oiye. At least I finally got my Secret Santa gifts out (though they're all estimated to arrive the day after Christmas...oh well). Then Curious Gallery will be here before I know it. Looks like I won't be able to go to SacAnime this winter as well. I still need to write down my panel notes for CG15 that I've been repeating to myself over and over...and my bank account totally isn't ready for any kind of event. Shit, I still have to book a hotel room for crying out loud!! >.<

But not much happening around here now. Gunner has been super lovey-dovey (his new favorite activity is putting his face as close to mine as he can possibly manage when I sit down on the couch). It's been rainy. My parents are upset that I didn't get a job I applied for back in November that I never even wanted in the first place (I applied for the wrong one, apparently...there were 2 similar listings, but the one I applied for I guess I wasn't qualified for...I was just following the link my co-worker gave me...).

I also get to talk to my parents about what my plans will be if I decide to take the job in Clovis...guess my mom is making a mountain out of a mole hill again. She wants me to live in a certain apartment complex that wouldn't allow Gunner (oh, and doesn't take applications for new residents until SUMMER). I want to live in one that doesn't look as nice on the outside, but otherwise seems great (well, okay, it could NOT be next to a highway, but still, there's a small "dog park", they'd most likely allow Gunner, the layouts look nice, and we could keep our washer/dryer). I'm really tired of people trying to tell me what to do with my life. Live here, take this job, no don't go for that how stupid of you why would you do that, oh but you're totally free to do whatever you want and no one has big expectations of you or anything! I'm tired of being fed conflicting statements and feeling pressured into doing things. I'm tired of feeling like I have no handle over my life when I'm an ADULT. How am I supposed to grow up and be independent when I can't make any of my own life choices or learn things on my own??

I'm really just tired of life these days in general. I hate everything. I'm still stressing out over what to do if I do get the job down in Clovis. Is it worth leaving the love of my life for 1-2 years? I won't be making enough money to afford visiting him much (if I split rent with a friend I'll be earning enough to pay for rent and food and basic necessities...not much else unless I pick up a second job, which I'll probably try to do...but if I do then watch I'll be too busy to ever visit Kota...). My mom said visiting him once a month is "unrealistic" anyway. So I don't know. I really, really don't know what to do. I am really torn on this and it is nagging the back of my mind in a bad way.

Having a screwed up sleep schedule isn't helping me any. I suck at sleeping when Kota isn't around to snuggle with me. I have a hard time staying asleep, so I'm not getting the sleep I honestly need while Kota is at work for my 3AM shifts. Then when he gets home late at night I don't want to go to sleep (even though I could sneak in an hour or two before work) because I want to be with him and hang out and make dinner and stuff. I really want a regular schedule that lines up with his. This morning when I woke up my chest felt super panicked (like you know that heart-wrenching feeling you can get when you wake up late for work or school or something and you just feel extremely stressed out? Yeah, I woke up feeling that for no real reason, and it took hours to go away). I'm dehydrated lately because for some reason water tastes like crap to me (mineral-y or something, even though we use a water filter). I'm fighting a very mild but persistent sinus infection at the very back of my nose. Time seems to be flying by these days but I kind of wish I could just fast forward to a day when we get things worked out and settled. I don't like figuring life out. This process sucks. Stupid awkward young adult years...

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wolfforce or Morningdew
United States
I'm a furry, I'm a canine "artist" and definitely an internet addict. I live in northern California and love that I do. Not much exciting about me...

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Current Residence: Northern California
Personal Quote: "You are the moon and I am the stars. So no matter where you go I will always be near."


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bonus41 Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
AHHHH I just got your secret santa thank you SO SO SO much I love it!
wolfforce58 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2014
^_^ Glad you like it! =D
JamJams Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your webcam is fun to watch!
wolfforce58 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014
Wow, totally been bad about checking my messages....but thank you! ^_^
Drakyris Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hhhhhhhnng, your package arrived today! I'm so happy holy shet, congratulations you made me smile like an idiot. I now know that... TWINKIES TASTE LIKE HEAVEN. <333 I love them, they taste like awesomeness and 'MURICA. I will have 1 per day, so they will last me a week of sweet twinkie bliss. :meow: And the card really cheered me up, I was having a bad day. The drawing of Drakyris is amazing, I love it so much. I'm gonna keep it safe forever, and look at it when I need cheering up. :love: 
Oh and the calender is actually nice and really useful too. I needed one, and I like how it has animals and bears. ;w; <3  

I started drawing your characters a while ago, just need to finish them. I will do more though, because you're a babe and you deserve it. :D
wolfforce58 Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2014
Haha, aww now I wish I sent you more Twinkies! XD I'm glad you like 'em though (lots of people don't). And I'm happy to hear that the package cheered you up ^_^ (Success! Lol!)

And knowing the package made you happy is a gift in itself =) Though I always promote paying good things forward! You're already paying me back with artwork, that's a big gift itself! ^_^
Drakyris Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
(Sorry for late reply) :P

It's fine, just getting those ones were amazing! :D I hope you will like the art, I've done a bit extra for you so I will post it closer to Christmas! <33
Avenayt Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave!(。◕‿‿◕。)
BeachPrimrose Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2014
Happy Birthday!
wolfforce58 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2014
Thank you!
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